February 6th, 2009Note to Self

now to sit here…
and try it out what I should write you… it seemed like a hiatus for only two weeks… turned out three months… yet now It seems that time and space have opened another spot to be an intertwined within their own divinity to realized my infinity… he was merely a dream just a figment of my imagination as I wakeup and rose from my slumber… grind off the blankets of maya… it’s usually within my consciousness and I chant and chant ” sat nam”… I realize the veil has been put into violence at the same time I refuse looking at the divine light… I write myself off as unworthy… yet as of right now and on this day… I declare that I am bountiful, blissful, and beautiful!!! and so are you!
Blockade removed…
you just believe you… sat nam…..
love light & peace to all
so after i wrote the prior post, i went outside. Then it started snowing, article in local Atlanta paper i made it to Daras bhen ji’s house. It took a little long than usual, but it was fun driving 70mph in the snow =) i made to her house in about 30 mins =). so then we waited for Gagandeep Veer Ji and Ravneet bhen ji so that didn’t happen. we didn’t end up making out to the raensabhee. so instead we did keertan at bhen ji’s house. I also threw a couple of snowballs in a chola and lohee….. boy it was cold =/ oh yea you all wanted a photo from the other night.

Other than that not a whole lot just sitting around, oh this photo is from 2 weeks back, its in Roswell Gurdwara, Guru Ji is open in Sukhmani Sahib =), other than that not much
Yesterday i rented a Nikkor 10.5 f/2.8 prime lens. Then i went off to Ms. Gurudarshan Kaur’s House, then we end up shooting here is the Photo Gallery . I did not realize how much fun this could actually be.
It just felt so great to be lost in taking pictures with a wide angle lens. Or even striking a smooth pose under the guidance of ms.gurudarshan ji…. afterwards i felt like a little child, tapping in to my divinity. it was such an awesome feeling just to be able to tap in to my creativity…. the whole time, gurudarshan ji and i just kept on laughing the whole time running around like little kids =). it was an unreal experience. I think this may be the next lens i buy.
Lets see Graduate School is going swell, classes are interesting, there are some difficult parts i am not too sure but most definitely will have to work hard for it. Lets see what else i’m still trying to find a job. So yesterday i started up my 40 day sadhana for the post White Tantric Solstice… this morning i had a rough time waking up, so i was not too sure whether i should have committed to my practice and do my practice… then i went to Guru Ji and took a hukam to see whether or not i should do my practice then Guru Ji blesses me with this amazing hukam, oh i love you guru nanak ji….