I’ve been really delinquent with my blogging for a while now. Its really easy to put stuff on the back burner, things which we once took for granted, especially things such as blogging. We might think that they are “bakvaas” (a waste of time), but in reality at least now i’ve realized that it is an important process in “processing” my experiences here. then. again these aren’t “my” experience they are all “tuhi”… You….
Oh my I now realize that it’s been a month exactly since my prior post, and before that it was over 7 months. I still can’t believe that i haven’t been keeping up with this blog.
what can i say what can i even begin to write? there is ever so much to write and state. As of this moment I am finishing up my Curriculum for Level One KRI teacher training. I still can’t even believe that i’ve actually “Completed” teacher training, but to be honest i was very resistant to it. Even at this very moment i’m as i’m trying to finish the last bit of certification, I dont want to do this. So silly how the mind works, but I still must persist through and be able to go forward.
well let me see what’s been new with me? started doing the nabhi kriya, which is a pain in my 3rd chakkra. but in def feel… a difference. I toook my level 1 tt exam last week, mehr di naal it went great! hopefully but I’ll write more in a little bit.

ok this is the first time i am using macjournal i am not too sure what is going on, or what i have planned to do, but i’m fairly certain i will make the best of it.
work rocks, plants rock, & rocks rock….
February 20th, 2010a new me…
well isn’t that a catchy title, no there isn’t anything really new going on with me. well not that i can really think of except i haven’t given much thought about it… after all of yoga and course and classes i’ve come to realize one thing… when you look for joy outside of yourself you’re setting yourself up for pain & failure… With all that attention externally it’s like building castles out of sand on the beach…. but if you aim that attention and “Dhyan” inward then you are set….”
As Maharaj states over and over in bani..”Thir Ghar Baseo Harjan Pyaray SatGur Tumarray Kaaj Savarray”